ive never seen anything like this before.
im feeling so many things right now and i was feeling so many things throughout this movie. Inspired.
(even though i didnt really understand the ending, the whole thing was so good, i dont even care.)
Evan Rachel Wood like I've never seen her before. That performance was fucking Oscar winning. This movie. Holy bananas, this movie.
It has what I think is both a great ending and also a terrible ending. The story of the film is incredibly twisted yet somehow also sweet but undeniably fucked up and immeasurably sad. I think i just, by accident, perfectly described Evan's character "Laura" in the film. And wow, that temper. There is so much psychological fucked-up-ness in…
FUCK. how the fuck am i supposed to review THIS? How am i supposed to even just react to watching this? How on earth am I supposed to process this? A lot of the stuff covered towards the end of the movie is stuff I do often think about. The amount of meta-thinking that Charlie Kaufman does is something I can really relate to and honestly it was even pretty scary, as I was watching this, for me to go…
fuckin whew. that was just, fuckin hard to watch. I mean, it was good, don't get me wrong. It did a nice job of summing up a lot of how i see america to be and also a nice job of reminding me of my extreme fear of it. Fuck this world. Fuck it hard. Shit. i wanna go into a closet and cry. and then scream. and then throw things. fuck. i also feel nauseous but that might just…